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Wednesday, December 31, 2003

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Mood: Really tired
Today’s Song: "Godzilla" Blue Oyster Cult

I am really tired. I went to bed tired last night, slept like a baby, and woke up tired. I dont like this at all. I am eating right and all that jazz. Today I woke up and the side of my neck was kinda sore, so i felt around, and i feel a little bump like 1/2 the size of a pea that isnt' on the other side. I can't miss school as my grades suck terrible. If I have the M word.... .... No I can't. I just can't. I can't miss school, and damn it, so close to so many ladies..... that just screws me up. I think I am going to go burn some incense, buy some Mt. Dew, and come back here...

Ok, back. Well, Tonight should be fun. D&D, Haning with the Scotts, Lindsay, and Dave. Gram is actaually letting me spend the night tongiht



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Mood: Really tired
Today’s Song: "I'm Burning for you" Blue Oyster Cult

I am really tired. I went to bed tired last night, slept like a baby, and woke up tired. I dont like this at all. I am eating right and all that jazz. Today I woke up and the side of my neck was kinda sore, so i felt around, and i feel a little bump like 1/2 the size of a pea that isnt' on the other side. I can't miss school as my grades suck terrible. If I have the M word.... .... No I can't. I just can't. I can't miss school, and damn it, so close to so many ladies..... that just screws me up. I think I am going to go burn some incense, buy some Mt. Dew, and come back here...

Ok, back. Well, Tonight should be fun. D&D, Haning with the Scotts, Lindsay, and Dave. Gram is actaually letting me spend the night tongiht



Tuesday, December 30, 2003

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Mood: Tired
Today’s Quote: (None today)
Today’s Song: "I'm So Tired" The Beatles

Today was nice. I got to hang with Scott Shumaker, Lyn-Z, and Dave today. Later we went to Scott's and watched The Family Guy with his sister catrina, and his bro Sean. I got this really big dizzy spell, and I decided that this shit has to stop, or atleast I have to figure out what the hell is wrong with me. I am making a doctors apointment tommarow. I have been so tired lately, and now i feel this funny feeling under my ribcage. Jacky, i am sorry but its not a tumor, but I hope its not what I am thinking. I don't want to miss any school, as my grades suck ass.

"I'm so tired, I haven't slept a wink
I'm so tired, my mind is on the blink
I wonder should I get up and fix myself a drink
No,no,no.

I'm so tired I don't know what to do
I'm so tired my mind is set on you
I wonder should I call you but I know what you'd do

You'd say I'm putting you on
But it's no joke, it's doing me harm
You know I can't sleep, I can't stop my brain
You know it's three weeks, I'm going insane
You know I'd give you everything I've got
for a little peace of mind

I'm so tired, I'm feeling so upset
Although I'm so tired I'll have another cigarette
And curse Sir Walter Raleigh
He was such a stupid get.

You'd say I'm putting you on
But it's no joke, it's doing me harm
You know I can't sleep, I can't stop my brain
You know it's three weeks, I'm going insane
You know I'd give you everything I've got
for a little peace of mind
I'd got for a little peace of mind
I'd got for a little peace of mind"



Monday, December 29, 2003

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Mood: GuuuurrrrRATE
Today’s Quote: "So thick you can touch it. Feel it envelope you in a warm embrace." Kirk West (Very out of context)
Today’s Song: "Statesboro Blues" The Allman Brothers Band

I am sooo happy. Life is getting better, and I see permanent change. I got an email today from my fellow environmental loving tree huggers.

Clean water act:

On Tuesday, December 16th, the EPA and the Bush administration announced that they would not go forward with the proposed rulemaking to redefine many wetlands, stream and other waters as "out" of the Clean Water Act. This is a significant achievement - stopping one of the most damaging proposals to weaken the Clean Water Act since the law was passed 31 years ago. Thanks and congratulations are due to all of you who have contributed your hard work to this campaign! However, we still have a long way to go to restore the protections for streams and wetlands that are guaranteed under the Clean Water Act.

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Energy

We can breathe a temporary sigh of relief now that the Senate has for now rejected an Energy Bill that was not much more than a giant gift to energy companies and other industries -- lavishing tens of billions of dollars in subsidies on these companies while rolling back key environmental safeguards. Thanks to everyone who called, wrote and faxed their senators and urged them to take a stand against this bill. Your help was instrumental! This Energy Bill is likely to come up for a vote again early next year and we'll need your help to ensure that balanced energy legislation is enacted.

Wow, I love earth. She is a pretty place, and hopefully she will remain that way. I have almost equally gorgeous chicks who are salivating in my presence lately. I also got a KICK ASS incense burner yesterday. It has a bunch of purple mushrooms on it, and it is very black light reactive. I re-hung the Phish poster up, and hopefully I can give it that head-shop smell once again. Gram hates it as it has a man in a dress (John Fishman, their drummer) but she can get over it. Thanks again for the poster Dane. Well Off i go, I must be leaving to go help Dave fix Scott's Old computer. Oh' How I hate computers.
The Song of the day has NO connection of my current feelings, but damn its a great song.

"Wake up momma, turn your lamp down low;
Wake up momma, turn your lamp down low.
You got no nerve baby, to turn uncle john from your door.

I woke up this morning, I had them statesboro blues,
I woke up this morning, had them statesboro blues.
Well, I looked over in the corner, and grandpa seemed to have them too.

Well my momma died and left me,
My poppa died and left me,
I ain’t good looking baby,
Want someone sweet and kind.

I’m goin’ to the country, baby do you wanna go?
But if you can’t make it baby, your sister lucille said she wanna go.
(and I sure will take her).

I love that woman, better than any woman I’ve ever seen;
Well, I love that woman, better than any woman I’ve ever seen.
Well, now, she treat me like a king, yeah, yeah, yeah,
I treat her like a dog gone queen.

Wake up momma, turn your lamp down low.
Wake up momma, turn your lamp down low.
You got no nerve babe, to turn uncle john from your door."


Friday, December 19, 2003

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Mood: Cheeful
Today’s Quote: "Happiness Is A Warm Gun In Your Hands" From a cover of some old gun magizine. (Lennon was inspired to write the song "Happiness is a warm gun" by this tittle)
Today’s Song: "Martha My Dear"

I have no idea why I am in such a good mood, when nothing really good happened (nothing to put me in this good of a mood anyways), but hey, I am enjoying it. I got an early gift from Jacky, well a couple of them. I got a hemp braclet, some Phish stuff, 2 rubber balls, and some candy. I got a comment from my gram about the braclet "only girls where braclets like that." I responded "A girl gave it to me, a girl put it on me, its called female bonding." The look on her face was worth billions.

I have been listening to alot of Beatles lately, expcially stuff from sgt. peppers, and the first disk of the white album. I know Phish covered the entire white album, so if anyone has their version of "The Continuing Story of Bungalow Bill",
Someday your look back and wish you had me. For sure I will wish I had you.

"Martha my dear though I spend days in conversation, please remember me

Martha my love don't forget me, Martha my dear, hold you head up you silly girl, look what you've done

When you find yourself in the thick of it, help yourself to a bit of what is all around you Silly girl take a good look around you, take a good look you're bound to see

That you and me were meant to be for each other, silly girl, hold your hand out you silly girl, see what you've done

When you find yourself in the thick of it, help yourself to a bit of what is all around you, silly girl

Martha my dear you have always been my inspiration, please be good to me,

Martha my love don't forget me, Martha my dear "

Sunday, December 14, 2003

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Mood: Better then yesterday, but I could be much better.
Today’s Quote: "Will no one mend my heart"
Today’s Song: Got you on my mind" Eric Clapton

Today was better. Dave, Lyn-z and I went sled riding. It was exactly what I need. I got my ass kicked by many rocks and Lyndsay. Lyndsay and I went down the hill together; we hit a big rock, and we tipped. She rolled on top of me smacking my knee into a rock. My knee didn't/doesn't hurt bad, but it is pretty swelled. I really enjoyed sledding. I had a laugh or two, and I felt like a kid again. How I envy little kids (despite how anoying they get sometimes.) This thing they call life sucks. At times I wish I didn't wake up after I fell asleep. Hopefully we have a 2 hour delay, because sleep is Usually painless (unless my dreams tourture me.) I wish all my friends the best of luck, and good health too all (It seems everyone is sick)

"I've got you on my mind, I'm feeling kind of sad and low.
Got you on my mind, feeling kind of sad and low.

I'm wondering where you are, wondering why you had to go.

Tears begin to fall every time I hear your name.
Tears begin to fall every time I hear your name.

But since you went away, nothing seems to be the same.

No matter how I try,
My heart just don't see why
I can't forget you.

If ever it should be
You want to come back to me,
You know I'd let you.

I'm wondering where you are, wondering why you had to go.
I'm wondering where you are, wondering why you had to go."


Thursday, December 11, 2003

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Mood: Lonely
Today’s Quote: Oh, sweet sorrow, the time you borrow, will you be here when i wake up tomorrow?
- Katherine Wolf
Today’s Song: "Lonely Bastard" By a band few of you know of, The Toy Dolls

I don't have much I want to say today. I just don't feel like it. I want to kick myself in the face, and at the same time I want to kick the snot out of everybody. I need a break from reality.

"Nobody loves me, nobody cares
Nobody invites me to the party - we don't want him there
Introverted, we stay
Sittin all alone his night is so sad - he ain't got no mates

Don't say a word, don't say a word, don't say a word to me
My oh my, I just don't know why,
Tell me why, oh why I'm a lonesome guy
Down they point everyone stares
I'm a lonely bastard there's
Nowt more, nowt more lonely than me
Nowt more, nowt more lonely than me

Nobody calls me nobody phones
Nobody ever sends a postcard to me - I'm always alone

He's a lonely bastard "

Thursday, December 04, 2003

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Mood: Tired
Today’s Quote: "Anything worth changing, is wortht he efferort to do so" -Me
Today’s Song: "Voodoo Chile" Jimi Hendirx

Today was the same as always. Nothing new really. I don't feel like typing much b/c I am pretty tired. I also have this odd feeling in my stomach at times, then it just fades away. I hope it isn't the onset of illness or anything. I prob. am just talking myself into being sick, or just doing things to make myself tired out. Maybe I just need a break from life, and I am the weekend is coming up.

I presented my Phish power point presentation today. It was pretty cool. I almost did a face plant getting up to go do it though. I tripped over the cart on which the projector was resting. Miss Strunk said when she first saw what it was about "Thats awsome.... I love Phish". I found that rockin. On a similar note, we are listening to some Pink Floyd in yoga tommorrow, which will be awsome too. I like teachers with good taste in music.

~Wanting some free Love~

Shroom


"Well, I'm a voodoo chile
Lord I'm a voodoo chile

Well, the night I was born
Lord I swear the moon turned a fire red
The night I was born
I swear the moon turned a fire red
Well my poor mother cried out 'lord, the gypsy was right!'
And I seen her fell down right dead
(Have mercy)

Well, mountain lions found me there waitin'
And set me on a eagles back
Well, mountain lions found me there,
And set me on a eagles wing
(Its' the eagles wing, baby, what did I say)
He took me past to the outskirts of infinity,
And when he brought me back,
He gave me a venus witch's ring
Hey!
And he said 'Fly on, fly on'
Because I'm a voodoo chile, baby, voodoo chile
Hey!

Well, I make love to you,
And lord knows you'll feel no pain
Say, I make love to you in your sleep,
And lord knows you felt no pain
(Have mercy)
'Cause I'm a million miles away
And at the same time I'm right here in your picture frame
(Yeah! What did I say now)
'Cause I'm a voodoo chile
Lord knows I'm a voodoo chile

Well my arrows are made of desire
From far away as Jupiters sulphur mines
Say my arrows are made of desire, desire
From far away as Jupiters sulphur mines
(Way down by the Methabe Sea, yeah)
I have a humming bird and it hums so loud,
You think you were losing your mind, hmmm...

Well I float in liquid gardens
And Arizona new red sand
(Yeah)
I float in liquid gardens
Way down in Arizona red sand

Well, I taste the honey from a flower named Blue,
Way down in California
And the n New York drowns as we hold hands

'Cause I'm a voodoo chile
Lord knows I'm a voodoo chile"

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