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Sunday, November 30, 2003

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Mood: Ok
Today’s Quote: "If at first you don't succeed, try again. If the second time you get kicked in the nuts, its time to quit"
Today’s Song: Led Zeppelin - Going To California

I know I haven't posted in a long time, and I have so much to say, I am not going to even try. Life has been pretty damn good. I am thinking of trying to put more pics of things. I might get a digital camera for X-mas, which would rock. I can finally get the all "Adam XXX" site up then and make you guys really really jealous you don't look like me. As we speak, I am drawing up plans for my Ultimate chick. Wow, I don't think girls exist now a-days like this. I might need to make a time machine to go back and grab one, or two, maybe four. Free love right?

"Spend my days with a woman unkind
Smoked my stuff and drank all my wine
Made up my mind, make a new start
Going to California with an aching in my heart
Someone told me there's a girl out there
With love in her eyes and flowers in her hair

Took my chances on a big jet plane
Never let 'em tell you that they're all all the same
Hoh, the sea was red and the sky was grey
I wondered how tomorrow could ever follow today
The mountains and the canyons started to tremble and shake
As the children of the sun began to awake, watch out

Seems that the wrath of the Gods
Got a punch on the nose and it started to flow
I think I might be sinking
Throw me a line if I reach it in time
I'll meet you up there where the path
Runs straight and high

To find a queen without a king
They say she plays guitar and cries and sings, la la la la
Ride a white mare in the footsteps of dawn
Tryin' to find a woman who's never, never, never been born
Standing on a hill in a mountain of dreams
Telling myself it's not as hard, hard, hard as it seems, mmm huh-uh"

Friday, November 28, 2003

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Mood: Superb
Today’s Quote: Your lips move but I can't hear what you're sayin'.
Today’s Song: "Rat Salad" Black Sabbath




Thursday, November 20, 2003

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Mood: Giggly like a little school girl.
Today’s Quote: "I got a patato and a jar of jelly up there" Jacky refering to things she supposivly shoved up her butt
Today’s Song: "Water in the sky" Phish

I took a "What Molecule are you" quiz, and I was expecting some like (C12 H17 N2 O4 P) which is psychobin because every test I take tells me I am either radical, crazy, or extreame of some kind. I ended up I am:

water>
You are water. You're not really organic; you're
neither acidic nor basic, yet you're an acid
and a base at the same time. You're strong
willed and opinionated, but relaxed and ready
to flow. So while you often seem worthless,
without you, everything would just not work.
People should definitely drink more of you
every day.

Which Biological Molecule Are You?

I think that describes me very well

During the quiz i was asked the following question:

Now, come on, thats sweet as hell. The listed both Phish AND Pink Floyd without making a drug referance. Hell, the refered to it as "keeping perspective." Of course I had to check it seeing how I LOVE both bands to death. Heck, I don't even like ANY of the other bands (Possibly some Elton John). And when I am down, a little Floyd or some Phish seems to make the pain go away.

Today was freaking awsome. All day long I couldn't stop laughing. Its wierd too, I think 2 chicks could possibly like me, in addition to another. Man, I am such a stud.

"listen as she speaks to you
hear the voices flutter through
the barriers arranged by you

close the shudders draw the shades
filter out the everglades
glistening with evening dew

thunder calls through waterfalls
rising tides and ocean walls
I can hear you when you sigh

listen as she speaks to you
hear the voices flutter through
watch them fall and let them lie

I can hear you when you sigh
through the water in the sky "




Wednesday, November 19, 2003

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Mood: All laughs, No cries, well sometimes when I laugh so hard my eyes water, but they arn't tears. What, you calling me a wuss? I'll kick your ass. Its on mofo. Can't a guy cry? I'll make you cry tears of blood!
Today’s Quote: "Its healtier to lick crack then to smoke it" Random words from Adam Feathers
Today’s Song: "St. Stephen" The Grateful Dead

Today at lunch Scott listened again to what a girl told him to do to me, and he pantsed me. It was funny. It was MUCH funnier then the last time he followed Karyn's instructions to give me a wedgie. Laura Hovinstein, had this to say about the topic:

BleedBlsSDMF: thanks for the pantsing sugestion
BleedBlsSDMF: j/k j/k
BleedBlsSDMF: hows it going?
SkiTTel Me This: icccck i had almost erased that from my mind!
SkiTTel Me This: hahah thanks adddaaam
SkiTTel Me This: im okay
BleedBlsSDMF: all you saw were boxers
SkiTTel Me This: ujmm not true
BleedBlsSDMF: ha ha ha
SkiTTel Me This: haha sure its funny to you
SkiTTel Me This: you didnt have a hairy butt in your face
BleedBlsSDMF: a SEXY hairy butt
BleedBlsSDMF: you should feel privlaged
SkiTTel Me This: im throwing up
BleedBlsSDMF: ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
BleedBlsSDMF: was it you, or katie who sugested it?
SkiTTel Me This: i cant say :-P
SkiTTel Me This: hahah
SkiTTel Me This: youre butt
SkiTTel Me This: :gag:
BleedBlsSDMF: damn, its a sexy butt
BleedBlsSDMF: you are just supressing your true emotions
SkiTTel Me This: nope not ttrue
BleedBlsSDMF: nothing has ever made you feel the way my ass did. All warm inside, all tingly. It was love at first sight. If my ass had a finger
BleedBlsSDMF: you would put a ring on it and marry it
SkiTTel Me This: ewwwwww
SkiTTel Me This: dirty thoughts

Laura, its not good to supress your feelings. Some day you will look back on today and think "Damn it, I wish I would have told adam my real feelings about his butt. I never saw one ever quite as sexy in my life. I past up an opertuinity of a life time" I am sure if she had the chance she would take another look.

I feel it is time to anounce to the world Scott Barb is a nazi. He is very anti-semetic. He hates me because he THINKS I am jewish, (despite the facts I keep telling him differant.) he says phrases such as "Praise Adolf Hitler" and things like "I like your grandmother, she is a nazi." Add to that that he is hard-core authoritarian, and well, watch out.
~Scotts quote after reading my blogg today "damn jews, hate them all"~

Tuesday, November 18, 2003

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Mood: Full of life
Today?s Quote: "Because I'm good enough, smart enough, and gosh darn it, people like me!" Al Franken's SNL Character Stewart Smally (Dane, I will return your book asap)
Today?s Song: "I Want a Little Girl" Eric Clapton

Nothing unusual or exciting happened today. I am glad Brian's comp. isn't too badly FUBaR'ed. Yoga was cool today. I have this great desire to play some Street Fighter II.


Those pics bring back some SFII ass kicking action.
Well I am off to do my homework. Dave and I might hang this evening. Good luck with everything man.

"I want a little girl, call my own.
She must be someone who's all alone now.
Say, I want a little girl to fall in love with me, oh yeah.

I want a little girl, but she may not look
Just like a picture in a story book.
If she can cook chicken, yeah, she'll suit me to a T.

And she don't have to wave her hair
Or even wear fancy clothes, I wouldn't even care.
She don't wear nylon hose, oh.

I want a little girl to love a lot.
You know that I'd give her everything I got.
I want a little girl to fall in love with me. "

Monday, November 17, 2003

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Mood: Extra Regular with a sprinkle of glee.
Today’s Quote:
Today’s Song: "All in One" Bob Marley

Today was semi-enjoyable. Started off the day with some astronomy, and some Bob Marley for a bit. Today was selection day (YOGA!!!!) and as we were all just haning out, Jeff Wendle tried to get someone to kick David Lieden in the nuts. Of course Andrew Benner would do it for $5 bucks. Lieden dropped to the floor faster then a crack feind needing a fix. As he was lying on the ground Benner whipped a basket ball at his head, and Leiden tried to block it with with one hand, as the other one was holding his nuts. He got up, hobbled to a girl's gym teacher, and said something to her as he was holding his nuts. She just looked at him, said something, and he walked away. She didn't do anything. It was great. Not only do the students dislike that kid, but the teachers do too. I am not saying it is good to pick on people, and of course I know what ball pain feels like (peice of poo Scott Barb and his damn wedgies), but I don't like the kid. I am trying to push the peace club further, as I am sure most of you either
a)Thought it would never happen from the beggining
b)Think it should have started AGES ago
c)Lost interest in it
d)Were opposed to it from the start
but, he assures me that it will get started soon. He wants to see it started almost as much as I do, but he will take alot of heat for it so he is looking for someone to give him a hand on the matters. K. Richardson won't even do it. Radical Left politically outspoken KR. Mr. Imler would probly jump on it if we lived in Cali (Arnold is going all out Green enviromentally :-) ). Life is good. Here is some Bob

"Bend down low
Let me tell you what I know now
Bend down low
Let me tell you what I know, what I know, what I know

Long time, we no have no nice time
Doo-yoo-doo-dun-doo, yeah, think about that
Long, long, long, long time, we no have no nice time
Doo-yoo-doo-dun-doo, yeah, think about that, mm

One love, one heart
Let's get together and feel alright
One love, hear my plea, one heart
Give thanks and praise to the Lord, and I will feel alright

Simmer down, you lickin' too hot, so
Simmer down, soon you'll get dropped, so
Simmer down, man, you hear what I say?

After he
Breaks your heart
Then you'll be sad, so sad
And then your teardrops start
I tell you, then you'll know how
It hurts to be alone

Oh, what a (... feeling ...), what a feeling (... be blue)
Oh, what a feeling, oh, what a feeling
(Oh, what a feeling to be blue)
Have you ever had a lonesome feeling?

This was cause thru love and affection
This was cause thru love and affection
This was cause thru love and affection

Mm, feel them spirit
I'm gonna put it on
Feel them spirit
I'm gonna put it on

Yes, my friend
We're in the streets again
Yes, my friend
Dem set we free again ..."

Sunday, November 16, 2003

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Mood: Laughing my ass off.
Today�s Quote: "Do as thou wilt" Alister Crowley
Today�s Song: "Mr. Crowley" Ozzy Osboune

Ok, My mom taped me a special on Alister Crowley off of a religous channel. I have to say that it was so twisted, it made me laugh. As you may or may have not have known, that Edward Alister Crowley was an alchemist and into magik (as he spelled it with a K) and witch craft. He is an interesting fellow, I suggest everone go do some reasearch on the freak. The reason why he turned the way he did was because his dad used to be a preacher. Crowley used to get beat constintly for stupid shit, and literly beat with the bible. The only book he was EVER allowed to read was the bible, and live a strict, unhealthy life. The man turned as far from christan values as he could, as he asscociated his pain with Christ (which I find some pity in my heart for people like that, as I am sure Christ does). The video DIDN'T explaine WHY he was like that. The video made Ozzy and the Beatles by greatly distorting facts. It just made me laugh so. Ozzy has a song called "Mr. Crowley" which was about him. It did not promote his actions, just expored his character. BUT, what the video did was showed him singing it, then cut to King Dimond (A very satanic band) singing some evil music, then they kept the satanic music on and displayed Ozzy's face. What a bunch of loosers. At the end it showed sabbath singing "NIB" which MAY be a little bit off christan values, (maybe not, who the hell knows what the hell that song is about) but they should have listend to "After and Forever" first to totally understand how satanic they really were. (After and Forever is a song PROMOTING christanity). It also made the Beatles look like Charles Manson and blamed his murders on them (Yes manson DID listen to the Beatles, but peace is not killing people). Oh! To boot they called Jimmy Page Led Zep's lead singer, umm no Guitar player fudgepackers. To boot, they were trying to push off merchandise. If you are trying to kill rock n' roll, get your facts stright MOFO's. Anyone who is interested in a good laugh may borrow the video. Here is Mr. Crowley by Ozzy

"Mr. Crowley, what went on in your head
Mr. Crowley, did you talk with the dead
Your life style to me seemed so tragic
With the thrill of it all
You fooled all the people with magic
You waited on Satan's call
Mr. Charming, did you think you were pure
Mr. Alarming, in nocturnal rapport
Uncovering things that were sacred manifest on this Earth
Conceived in the eye of a secret
And they scattered the afterbirth

Mr. Crowley, won't you ride my white horse
Mr. Crowley, it's symbolic of course
Approaching a time that is classic
I hear maidens call
Approaching a time that is drastic
Standing with their backs to the wall
Was it polemically sent
I wanna know what you meant
I wanna know
I wanna know what you meant"


Saturday, November 15, 2003

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Mood: Awsome
Today’s Quote: Ain't Life Grand?
Today’s Song: "Love Reign Down" Black Label Society (Possibly the heaviest love song EVER!)

That is EXACTLY what I needed today. Thank you SOOO much for everything. You picked me off the ground, and gave me unlimited confidence. Thank you. Tonight there is a sock-hop tonight, and I shall have a grand Ol' time. If you read this before I go, give me a call, and or IM to let me know whats up. I dont' want to go to a dance no one will be at. Damn! I wish I didn't leave my stuff up at Daves last night, I really have Guitar Fever. Rock on Guys.

"All that you want, and all that you need
Don't bother asking, just come to me
I know I'll see you, I'll see you again
Just keep on talking, listen when you can

Love reign down on me
Love reign down on me
Love reign down on me
Love reign down on me
Oh, Down On Me

It's something you find,yeah, you'll never lose
A feeling so fine now, just thinking of you
Take your time son, take it slow
Sooner or later, you'll get where you gotta go

Love reign down on me
Love reign down on me
Love reign down on me
Love reign down on me
Oh, Down On Me

Looking back on the times we shared
Yeah, you and me
You held me up, you made me high
You're the way life's meant to be"


Friday, November 14, 2003

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Mood: My Left nut hurts
Today’s Quote: "By all the psychedelic bat guano, I think I lost my pants"
Today’s Song: "Sabbath Bloody Sabbath" Black Sabbath

Ok, so I said a few things maybe I shouldn't of, in all good fun. I am sorry, and you just stay pissed. I feel no more guilt, as I said I killed Jimminy Cricket. Lyndsey, if you are THAT pissed, you have issues beyond what I said. Get the hell over it already. I wish I could throw tantrums over nothing and get pissed off at everyone. Oh wait, I throw tantrums, but I get mad at life not other people, so it only indirectly pisses people off. On the other note, watching the Blues Brothers freaking rocked, and Dave, we are starting a band ASAP. We make beautiful music together ;-). Below is a cool pic of a friend dressed up for Halloween. If only he would let me reveal his ID, and Only if he was wearing a mini skirt.



"You've seen life through distorted eyes
You know you had to learn
The execution of your mind
You really had to turn
The race is run the book is read
The end begins to show
The truth is out, the lies are old
But you don't want to know

Nobody will ever let you know
When you ask the reasons why
They just tell you that you're on your own
Fill your head all full of lies

The people who have crippled you
You want to see them burn
The gates of life have closed on you
And there's just no return
You're wishing that the hands of doom
Could take your mind away
And you don't care if you don't see again
The light of day

Nobody will ever let you know
When you ask the reasons why
They just tell you that you're on your own
Fill your head all full of lies

Where can you run to
What more can you do
No more tomorrow
Life is killing you
Dreams turn to nightmares
Heaven turns to hell
Burned out confusion
Nothing more to tell

Everything around you
What's it coming to
God knows as your dog knows
Bog blast all of you
Sabbath, Bloody Sabbath
Nothing more to do
Living just for dying
Dying just for you"

Thursday, November 13, 2003

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I know it is wierd for me to post more then once a day, but I just thought I would drop off this link to the rest of the world. I have to say, I agree with it to the T. Nice guys do finish last!

http://www.randomaccuracy.com/archives/dating/mh-032403.html
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I know it is wierd for me to post more then once a day, but I just thought I would drop off this link to the rest of the world. I have to say, I agree with it to the T. Nice guys to finish last!

http://www.randomaccuracy.com/archives/dating/mh-032403.html
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Mood: Content
Today�s Quote: Moo
Today�s Song: "Snow Blind" Black Sabbath

Well, today wasn't quite ordinary. Same old bs untill lunch, when the lights went out. Walking from lunch to english I saw a fight. Came home, put in a CD rom drive Barry gave me because my old one is all messed up. Computers are gay and 1/2.(not that being gay is a bad thing ;-) )So far, this weekend looks great, but in the past similar plans came by and kicked my ass, so I will have to wait and see. Monday I will either be grinning or crying. Well off I go, do homework. I promise soon I will try and add some spice to this. I might start scanning in pictures and stuff. Any suggestions may be a help. I might just learn a Messege board language and put up a Messege board on geocites, link it to this page, and we can just spout off. I am sure reading this thing as is might drive you insane. After all though, you are traveling into a life that has few dull moments, or at very least, a person's mind few dull thoguhts.

"What you get or what you see
Things that don't come easily
Feeling happy in my vein
Icicles within my brain
(cocain)

Something blowing in my head
Winter's ice, it soon will spread
Death would freeze my very soul
Makes me happy, makes me cold

My eyes are blind but I can see
The snowflakes glisten on the tree
The sun no longer sets me free
I feel there's no place freezing me

Let the winter sun shine on
Let me feel the frost of dawn
Fill my dreams with flakes of snow
Soon I'll feel the chilling glow

Don't you think I know what I'm doing
Don't tell me that it's doing me wrong
You're the one who's really a loser
This is where I feel I belong

Crystal world with winter flowers
Turns my day to frozen hours
Lying snowblind in the sun
Will my ice age ever come? "

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

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Mood: Tired
Today’s Quote: "Too dead for dreaming" (bob dylan, from Mr. Tambourine Man) and "Adam, women
arn't mean, they are just crazy. Therefore they do mean things without knowing it.
Just forgive and forget and your life will be much easier"
Today’s Song: "Tommorows Dream" Black Sabbath

Last night I picked up "We Sold Our Souls for Rock n' Roll" Last night by Black Sabbath, and I must say, it fuckin rocks. Part of the CD isn't 100% right, but I have to say, for a buck its not too bad at all. It has some great music on it from "Sweet Leaf" to "War Pigs" to "Farries Wear Boots." If you guys wanta good laugh, go download Black Sabbath's version of snowblind, and follow it up with System of a Downs.

Today went ok, but I was kinda beat all day. I didn't get much sleep last night, and I just didn't want to go back. Same old bull, but gym was some what surprising fun. We played some hardcore four square, and it brought back some elementry school days. It was pretty cool. Well, rock on, Peace out. I feel like some guitar.
"Well I'm leaving tomorrow at daybreak
Catch the fastest train around nine
Yes I'm leaving the sorrow and heartache
Before it takes me away from my mind

Send me love and I may let you see me
Send me hopes that can spin in my head
But if you really want me to answer
I can only let you know when I'm dead

When sadness fills my days
It's time to turn away
And then tomorrow's dreams
Become reality to me

So realize I'm much better without you
You're not the one and only thing in my heart
I'll just go back to pretending I'm living
So this time I'm gonna have to depart "

Monday, November 10, 2003

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Mood: .......
Today’s Quote: "The taste is so sweet, but the after taste is so bitter"
Today’s Song:"One way out" The Allman Brothers Band

I had a fun time with dave and jacky. Yea, thats all i feel like typing, later.

"Ain’t but one way out baby, lord I just can’t go out the door.
Ain’t but one way out baby, and lord I just can’t go out the door.
Cause there’s a man down there, might be your man I don’t know.

Lord you got me trapped woman, up on the second floor;
If I get by this time I won’t be trapped no more.
So raise our window baby, I can ease out soft and slow.
And lord, your neighbors, no they won’t be
Talking that stuff that they don’t know.

Lord, I’m foolish to be here in the first place,
I know some man gonna walk in and take my place.
Ain’t no way in the world, I’m going out that front door
Cause there’s a man down there, might be your man I don’t know.
Cause there’s a man down there, might be your man I don’t know.
Cause there’s a man down there,

Freely
Lord, it just might happen to be your man...
Lord, it just a might be your man,
Oh baby, I just don’t know..."

Sunday, November 09, 2003

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Mood: Inspired, Glad
Today?s Quote: "We must not quit fighting, but only change what we are fighting for, fight for peace"
Today?s Song: "Throwing Stones" Grateful Dead


We may have put a cival liberties nazi into the supieror court, but the green party is on the rise in PA. We went from 9 to 25 seats in the state. More then doubled! As far as I know, PA is the 2nd largest green state in the nation (but not per capita), 2nd to only Cali. On bad news, the IRAQI civilian loss is up between 7840-9668 deaths, and 20,000 wounded. And yes Saddam is terrible excuse for a human being, but it is kind of funny (in a weird way) that we killed more Iraqi civilans then Saddam gassed kurds(about 5,000). To make things worse, he was allied to us during that time, and we lent him 1 billion bucks afterwards. Don't you think it is time we pulled out before any more lives have to be lost. 389 of our heros DEAD! and another 2230 wounded. 57 other coalition troops gone from the earth. Unnecisary deaths for an unjust war. I am going to end this political rambling with some Grateful Dead Lyrics. PEACE!


"Picture a bright blue ball just spinning, spinning free
Dizzy with eternity.
Paint it with a skin of sky, brush in some clouds and sea
Call it home for you and me.
A peaceful place or so it looks from space
A closer look reveals the human race.
Full of hope, full of grace, is the human face.
But afraid, we may our home to waste.
There's a fear down here we can't forget hasn't got a name just yet
Always awake, always around singing ashes to ashes all fall down.
Now watch as the ball revolves and the nighttime calls
And again the hunt begins and again the bloodwind calls
By and by again, the morning sun will rise
But the darkness never goes from some men's eyes.
It strolls the sidewalks and it rolls the streets
Stalking turf, dividing up meat.
Nightmare spook, piece of heat, you and me, you and me.
Click, flashblade in ghetto night. Rudies looking for a fight.
Rat cat alley roll them bones. Need that cash to feed that jones
And the politicians throwing stones
Singing ashes, ashes all fall down.
Commissars and pin-striped bosses role the dice
Any way they fall guess who gets to pay the price.
Money green or proletarian gray, selling guns instead of food today.
So the kids they dance, they shake their bones
While the politicians throwing stones
Singing ashes, ashes all fall down.
Heartless powers try to tell us what to think
If the spirit's sleeping, then the flesh is ink.
History's page, it is thusly carved in stone
The future's here, we are it, we are on our own.
If the game is lost then we're all the same
No one left to place or take the blame.
We will leave this place an empty stone
Or this shinning ball of bule we can call our home
So the kids they dance, they shake their bones
While the politicians are throwing stones
Singing ashes, ashes all fall down.
Shipping powders back and forth
Singing "Black goes south while white comes north"
And the whole world full of petty wars
Singing "I got mine and you got yours."
And the current fashions set the pace.
Lose your step, fall out of grace.
And the radical he rant and rage,
Singing "someone got to turn the page"
And the rich man in his summer home,
Singing "Just leave well enough alone"
But his pants are down, his cover's blown
And the politicians are throwing stones
So the kids they dance they shake their bones
Cause it's all too clear we're on our own
Singing ashes, ashes all fall down.
Picture a bright blue ball just spinning, spinning free
It's dizzying, the possibilities.
Ashes, Ashes all fall down."

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Mood: Inspired, Glad
Today�s Quote: "We must not quit fighting, but only change what we are fighting for, fight for peace"
Today�s Song: "Throwing Stones" Grateful Dead

We may have put a cival liberties nazi into the supieror court, but the green party is on the rise in PA. We went from 9 to 25 seats in the state. More then doubled! As far as I know, PA is the 2nd largest green state in the nation (but not per capita), 2nd to only Cali. On bad news, the IRAQI civilian loss is up between 7840-9668 deaths, and 20,000 wounded. And yes Saddam is terrible excuse for a human being, but it is kind of funny (in a weird way) that we killed more Iraqi civilans then Saddam gassed kurds(about 5,000). To make things worse, he was allied to us during that time, and we lent him 1 billion bucks afterwards. Don't you think it is time we pulled out before any more lives have to be lost. 389 of our heros DEAD! and another 2230 wounded. 57 other coalition troops gone from the earth. Unnecisary deaths for an unjust war. I am going to end this political rambling with some Grateful Dead Lyrics. PEACE!
"Picture a bright blue ball just spinning, spinning free
Dizzy with eternity.
Paint it with a skin of sky, brush in some clouds and sea
Call it home for you and me.
A peaceful place or so it looks from space
A closer look reveals the human race.
Full of hope, full of grace, is the human face.
But afraid, we may our home to waste.
There's a fear down here we can't forget hasn't got a name just yet
Always awake, always around singing ashes to ashes all fall down.
Now watch as the ball revolves and the nighttime calls
And again the hunt begins and again the bloodwind calls
By and by again, the morning sun will rise
But the darkness never goes from some men's eyes.
It strolls the sidewalks and it rolls the streets
Stalking turf, dividing up meat.
Nightmare spook, piece of heat, you and me, you and me.
Click, flashblade in ghetto night. Rudies looking for a fight.
Rat cat alley roll them bones. Need that cash to feed that jones
And the politicians throwing stones
Singing ashes, ashes all fall down.
Commissars and pin-striped bosses role the dice
Any way they fall guess who gets to pay the price.
Money green or proletarian gray, selling guns instead of food today.
So the kids they dance, they shake their bones
While the politicians throwing stones
Singing ashes, ashes all fall down.
Heartless powers try to tell us what to think
If the spirit's sleeping, then the flesh is ink.
History's page, it is thusly carved in stone
The future's here, we are it, we are on our own.
If the game is lost then we're all the same
No one left to place or take the blame.
We will leave this place an empty stone
Or this shinning ball of bule we can call our home
So the kids they dance, they shake their bones
While the politicians are throwing stones
Singing ashes, ashes all fall down.
Shipping powders back and forth
Singing "Black goes south while white comes north"
And the whole world full of petty wars
Singing "I got mine and you got yours."
And the current fashions set the pace.
Lose your step, fall out of grace.
And the radical he rant and rage,
Singing "someone got to turn the page"
And the rich man in his summer home,
Singing "Just leave well enough alone"
But his pants are down, his cover's blown
And the politicians are throwing stones
So the kids they dance they shake their bones
Cause it's all too clear we're on our own
Singing ashes, ashes all fall down.
Picture a bright blue ball just spinning, spinning free
It's dizzying, the possibilities.
Ashes, Ashes all fall down."

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Friday, November 07, 2003

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Mood: Good/Angry
Today�s Quote: xxx
Today�s Song: "Revelation Mother Earth" Ozzy Osbourne

Just a normal day, which hasn't been too normal lately. School, then Dave and I hung out pretty much for the rest of the day. We jammed for a bit. Through out the entire day I had a MASSIVE headache, thank you Issac for the motrin, but it didnt' do too much. I was notified via email that there is a movement in congress attempting to allow oil/gas companies not to abide by the Clean Water Act of 1972. Wow, if that doesn't scream "Hey oil buddies, would you like to get richer at the expense of the entire world." But what am I, just a Tree-Huggin-Hippy (Like that is a bad thing). Well rock on.

"Mother please forgive them
For they know not what they do
Looking back in history's books
It seems it's nothing new
Oh! Let my mother live
Heaven is for heroes
And hell is full of fools
Stupidity, no will to live
They're breaking God's own rules
Please let my mother live
Father, of all creation
I think we're all going wrong
The course they're taking
Seems to be breaking
And it won't take too long
Children of the future
Watching empires fall
Madness the cup they drink from
Self destruction the toll
I had a vision, l saw the world burn
And the seas had turned red
The sun had fallen, the final curtain
In the land of the dead
Mother, please show the children
Before it's too late
To fight each other, there's no - one winning
We must fight all the hate "

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Mood: Good/Angry
Today’s Quote: xxx
Today’s Song: "Revalation Mother Earth" Ozzy Osbourne

Just a normal day, which hasn't been too normal lately. School, then Dave and I hung out pretty much for the rest of the day. We jammed for a bit. Through out the entire day I had a MASSIVE headache, thank you Issac for the motrin, but it didnt' do too much. I was notified via email that there is a movement in congress attempting to allow oil/gas companies not to abide by the Clean Water Act of 1972. Wow, if that doesn't scream "Hey oil buddies, would you like to get richer at the expense of the entire world." But what am I, just a Tree-Huggin-Hippy (Like that is a bad thing). Well rock on.

"Mother please forgive them
For they know not what they do
Looking back in history's books
It seems it's nothing new
Oh! Let my mother live
Heaven is for heroes
And hell is full of fools
Stupidity, no will to live
They're breaking God's own rules
Please let my mother live
Father, of all creation
I think we're all going wrong
The course they're taking
Seems to be breaking
And it won't take too long
Children of the future
Watching empires fall
Madness the cup they drink from
Self destruction the toll
I had a vision, l saw the world burn
And the seas had turned red
The sun had fallen, the final curtain
In the land of the dead
Mother, please show the children
Before it's too late
To fight each other, there's no - one winning
We must fight all the hate "

Thursday, November 06, 2003

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Mood: ~~~~~~~~
Today’s Quote: ~~~~~~~
Today’s Song: "Comfortably Numb" Pink Floyd

I haven't posted in a day or two, so I decided to put up a quick post before I start working on the Phish song Waste. I didn't get a chance to post Tuesday after I voted, and I must say, it was interesting. Melvin got in, and that pisses me off. She is a little civil liberties Nazi. I don't like those. Well.... off I go work on Phish, I need to learn some new chords for it so I better get to work. I have a feeling I won't finish learning this one either, but that's ok. Here is some Floyd:

"Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone home?
Come on, now.
I hear you're feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain,
Get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I need some information first.
Just the basic facts,
Can you show me where it hurts?
There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ship's smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're sayin'.
When I was a child I had a fever.
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I got that feeling once again.
I can't explain, you would not understand.
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.
Ok.
Just a little pin prick.
There'll be no more ...Aaaaaahhhhh!
But you may feel a little sick.
Can you stand up?
I do believe it's working. Good.
That'll keep you going for the show.
Come on it's time to go.
There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ship's smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're sayin'.
When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse,
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone.
I cannot put my finger on it now.
The child is grown, the dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb."

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

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Mood: Nothing a couple bullets wouldn't fix.
Today’s Quote: I'm Quoteless, and I Don't feel like doing anything
Today’s Song: Friend of the Devil -The Grateful Dead

Ok, Today I am about ready to vote, and I will Tell you how I did after the lyrics of such a great song. I really can't complain about life, as I have been doing such a great job at it for oh... The past 2 months, and I am very sure you guys are getting tired of it, so I will keep the moping to myself. I did go and pick up Bob Dylan Biography, (3 CD set) and I have to say it was well worth its $8 dollar tag, but I must say, I got a lot better deal with the Grateful Dead's greatest hits for only a buck. Its so rockin, and it brings back such child hood memories. Casey Jones was my first favorite song of my life, and old memories of my gram yelling at me for singing it because it said cocaine. The VERY weird thing is I could sing the majority of Friend of the Devil, and I haven't heard the tune in a good 10 years. It freaked me out. Not just the refrain, but most of the versuses too. I can't remember anything about yesterday, but give me a song from 10 years ago and WOW. Everyone should download Friend of the Devil and Mexicali Blues. Those are some sweet sweet songs. Well off I go eat, I will get back to you guys later after I "Rock the Vote"

"I lit out from Reno, I was trailed by twenty hounds.
Didn't get to sleep that night 'til the morning came around.

Set out runnin', but I take my time.
A friend of the Devil is a friend of mine.
I get home before daylight, just might get some sleep tonight.

Ran into the Devil, babe, he loaned me twenty bills.
He spent the night in Utah in a cave up in the hills.

Set out runnin', but I take my time.
A friend of the Devil is a friend of mine.
I get home before daylight, just might get some sleep tonight.

I ran down to the levee, but the Devil caught me there;
Took my twenty dollar bill and vanished in the air.

Set out runnin', but I take my time.
A friend of the Devil is a friend of mine.
I get home before daylight, just might get some sleep tonight.

Got two reasons why I cry away each lonely night;
The first one's named sweet Anne Marie, and she's my heart's delight.
Second one is prison, baby, the sheriff's on my trail
And if he catches up with me, I'll spend my life in jail.

Got a wife in Chino, babe, and one in Cherokee.
First one say she's got my child, but then it don't look like me.

Set out runnin', but I take my time.
A friend of the Devil is a friend of mine.
I get home before daylight, just might get some sleep tonight.

Got two reasons why I cry away each lonely night;
The first one's named sweet Anne Marie, and she's my heart's delight.
Second one is prison, baby, the sheriff's on my trail
And if he catches up with me, I'll spend my life in jail.

Got a wife in Chino, babe, and one in Cherokee.
First one say she's got my child, but then it don't look like me.

Set out runnin', but I take my time.
A friend of the Devil is a friend of mine.
I get home before daylight, just might get some sleep tonight.


You can borrow from the devil
You can borrow from a friend
the Devil give you twenty
and a friend will give you ten

Set ou runnin', but I take my time
A friend of the Devil is a friend of mine.
If I get home before daylight, just might get some sleep
tonight"

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Mood: Nothing a couple bullets wouldn't fix.
Today’s Quote: I'm Quoteless, and I Don't feel like doing anything
Today’s Song: Friend of the Devil -The Grateful Dead

Ok, Today I am about ready to vote, and I will Tell you how I did after the lyrics of such a great song. I really can't complain about life, as I have been doing such a great job at it for oh... The past 2 months, and I am very sure you guys are getting tired of it, so I will keep the moping to myself. I did go and pick up Bob Dylan Biography, (3 CD set) and I have to say it was well worth its $8 dollar tag, but I must say, I got a lot better deal with the Grateful Dead's greatest hits for only a buck. Its so rockin, and it brings back such child hood memories. Casey Jones was my first favorite song of my life, and old memories of my gram yelling at me for singing it because it said cocaine. The VERY weird thing is I could sing the majority of Friend of the Devil, and I haven't heard the tune in a good 10 years. It freaked me out. Not just the refrain, but most of the versuses too. I can't remember anything about yesterday, but give me a song from 10 years ago and WOW. Everyone should download Friend of the Devil and Mexicali Blues. Those are some sweet sweet songs. Well off I go eat, I will get back to you guys later after I "Rock the Vote"

"I lit out from Reno, I was trailed by twenty hounds.
Didn't get to sleep that night 'til the morning came around.

Set out runnin', but I take my time.
A friend of the Devil is a friend of mine.
I get home before daylight, just might get some sleep tonight.

Ran into the Devil, babe, he loaned me twenty bills.
He spent the night in Utah in a cave up in the hills.

Set out runnin', but I take my time.
A friend of the Devil is a friend of mine.
I get home before daylight, just might get some sleep tonight.

I ran down to the levee, but the Devil caught me there;
Took my twenty dollar bill and vanished in the air.

Set out runnin', but I take my time.
A friend of the Devil is a friend of mine.
I get home before daylight, just might get some sleep tonight.

Got two reasons why I cry away each lonely night;
The first one's named sweet Anne Marie, and she's my heart's delight.
Second one is prison, baby, the sheriff's on my trail
And if he catches up with me, I'll spend my life in jail.

Got a wife in Chino, babe, and one in Cherokee.
First one say she's got my child, but then it don't look like me.

Set out runnin', but I take my time.
A friend of the Devil is a friend of mine.
I get home before daylight, just might get some sleep tonight.

Got two reasons why I cry away each lonely night;
The first one's named sweet Anne Marie, and she's my heart's delight.
Second one is prison, baby, the sheriff's on my trail
And if he catches up with me, I'll spend my life in jail.

Got a wife in Chino, babe, and one in Cherokee.
First one say she's got my child, but then it don't look like me.

Set out runnin', but I take my time.
A friend of the Devil is a friend of mine.
I get home before daylight, just might get some sleep tonight.


You can borrow from the devil
You can borrow from a friend
the Devil give you twenty
and a friend will give you ten

Set ou runnin', but I take my time
A friend of the Devil is a friend of mine.
If I get home before daylight, just might get some sleep
tonight"

Monday, November 03, 2003

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Mood: "The Feelings I once felt are now dead and gone, I waited here for so very long"
Today’s Quote: "I Stabbed Myself in the Peter" Myself
Today’s Song: "Blessed Hellride" Black Label Society

Damn Bomb threats, or what ever happened to day, to hell. It sucked so hard-core. Thank you dad for rescuing me about 1:15. I drove today out to Canoe Creek, and I must say, it was some what soothing. I need to get my license and drive out there all the time. Girls continue to make me feel unattractive and undesirable. Today these girls kept bumping me by accident, and when I turned around they were like "Umm, no we didn't touch you, what would make you think we would touch someone touch you."... OUCH!....Wtf is so bad about me? Why am I the person who I am? Is living a life of hell worth living? Will this pass upon me? These questions go through my mind daily. Will someone not rescue me? I believe I can no longer rescue myself from this hell. My thoughts race with such neg. Comments about myself. I did sign up for photobucket.com today, so maybe some time soon I will be posting some pics. (Thanks Jacky) Well..... I am tired. No, that is a lie, I just don't feel like doing ANYTHING.
"Break me down and roll me once again
Got no time to think of now and then
Catch my breath
Pick myself up off the floor
Once more drink
A nervous breakdown
Then another war

you can never get too low, When you're so damn high
Oh, been out rolling
On the Blessed Hellride

Through the lines
Aint no in between
Gardens of filth
The obscure and the obscene
Catch my breath
Pick myself up off the floor
One more drink
A nervous breakdown
Then another war"
~~~~BLS - The Blessed Hellride


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